Febah Martin

She woke up early as she was super excited about her first annual sports day in the school. Of course she will be. After all, she worked so hard for it. She finished all her homework and revisions before time throughout the last month just to be able to get those extra hours in the playground to learn all the skills of the games she wanted to participate on this particular day. She quickly knelt down on her bunk bed and uttered her routine prayers. She then pulled out an empty inland letter from the Bible that hid under the pillow. Her tiny little hands quickly drafted a letter to her most loved man on earth.  "10 February, 1989.  Daddy, I am participating in 10 games today. Bring me more candies than before because I will show you all 10 prices I will win when you come to visit me next month for my 7th birthday. I promise I will make you proud. I want to get ready now. That's all for this time. I love you.  Yours loving daughter,  April." She got...

Although inside, my heart is broke You treated my life, as just a joke Can't digest love? Losing who is your fear? You've lost a friend to ego, that's pretty clear I want to leave, you said comeback I hoped your hug and you pushed me to black I tried to self convince, it's not your fault You tried to prove me, that's by default I said goodbye instead of goodnight You went off to sleep and turned out your light You knew the pain and torment in my head A battle that left me with restless night in bed I tried to fly but with broken wings I see no hope and no special things Thinking of you brings me a chill, I know for sure, you don't care still I loved you so much, and you knew it too You got your way, and left me to miss you Your broken promises, I ignored somehow You left me long back, I'll leave you now Tonight I eat these box of pills, I can't take no more your silent skills Death told me now, my life should end No poi...

  How can I fly, with broken wings? How can I soar, my wildest dreams? How can I reach, the top of the world? How can I say, those three lovely words? How can I sing, if there is no tune? How can I be happy, if you caused the doom? How can I feel safe, if you're full of fears? How can I cry, if there are no tears? How can I say I love you, if you won't listen to me? How can I prove you, that we're meant to be? How can I be your friend, if we no more talked? How can I touch your feelings, if your heart is locked? How can I care for you, if you can't give your heart? How can I win, if there is no start? How can I trust myself, if you don't believe me? How can I show my love, if you don't want to see? I wish I could, but I'm not that strong When I try hard, it comes out so wrong How can I survive, my life without you? I wish you realize, that my heart is so true I'll ease your aching heart, I'll take the pain Please let m...