WHY I AM WHO I AM
They say life always gives us chances, we should just keep waiting. Many a times, I felt I have waited too long for something I don't know. May be some peace of mind? I really don't know yet. People looked at me like an achiever. Family, friends, neighbours, everybody wished me good luck and blessed me. My heart pained because I couldn't shout back that I have achieved it and now I wanted to rest for a while. Negative criticism has always been there no matter how good you were with what you did. I made many around me jealous. I definitely took no pride in it but, without my knowledge, I started working harder. Just to stand up to the raising expectations, expectations that never came to a pause, expectations above my limits, I literally had to push my heart into it and myself. And then hypocrites enter your life in the name of friendship. Whenever I looked around, I used to feel as if thousands of eyes were watching me. Everything used to appear negative, and ...